Tragedy Assistance Program for Survivors, Caring for the Families of the Fallen
Call 24/7
800-959-TAPS (8277)
Caring for the Families of our Fallen Heroes
Donate Today

Winter 2016 - Volume: 22 Issue: 4   Print Article

Letters from TAPS: Will There Be Continuity or Change?

By Emily Muñoz, Senior Advisor, Strategy and Communications

  • Dog looking at Christmas Tree  

    Years ago, when I was attending grad school and living in Germany, I heard German scholars and foreign policy experts ask a question that stuck with me ever since. Always practical, the Germans boiled down tough decisions on European security and economic issues into one question: will there be continuity or change? 

    Here we are, worlds away from that question as it emerged in terms of Germany's modern history. And here we are, worlds away from all our former lives, away from our "befores." And still the question is one I ask at every crossroads: will the most good result from continuity or from change?

    To be sure, there will be continuity and change in all our lives. It just feels like more of an imperative with the start of a new year. Should we choose the way things have been or the way things could be? Is the best choice to press forward or to adjust course? Are we able to keep what works, or will we "throw the baby out with the bathwater" in our haste?

    Truly, the question of the season is when each should occur. The new year, and its associated resolutions, is a time for turning that choice over in our minds. What is working for us that we will continue? What changes do we need to make to live fuller, richer lives?

    As we grieve, the need for continuity drives us to look beyond the physical body, to embrace love that doesn't stop when life does. We figure out how to keep going, how much of the old life is "still good," and how much of ourselves we have pulled forward into new realities.

     As always, whether in foreign policy, grief or resolutions at the New Year, the question is what endures, what we can sustain, what parts continue.

    Yet, grief forces change. We're never ready for the brutal twist, the moment the ball drops, the loss of comfort, safety and what we know. Change comes unbidden. It shocks the system.

    How ironic that the drastic changes wrought by grief may also challenge us to consider whether we are working to create lives that honor the legacy of our loved ones. Is your life bold enough? Are you satisfied with where you are? How are you using valuable time?

    Even as we grieve and mourn, change can be proactive, driven, empowered.

    We can resolve to live a little bigger, eliminate toxic influences, or leave behind crippling regrets and open ourselves to imperfect grace.

    Change should not just be something that happens to us; it should be something that is possible - a way to create the lives our heroes wanted for us.

    If you've hit your stride and you're feeling this sense of powerful movement, maybe you just need to keep working your plan. Let's be strong in celebrating what's working for us and how we have coaxed a sense of accomplishment to rise from a sense of destruction.

    At the same time, nagging restlessness or dissatisfaction calls us to ask whether or not the status quo is serving us well. Are we being deliberate, insightful and purposeful? Or are we simply going through the motions? What do you need to continue the mission - continuity or change?

    The questions of continuity and change will be present with us this entire holiday season. We will move through traditions we can still bear without loved ones. We will also confront, even if slowly, what will no longer be the same.

    I believe that the link between continuity and change is what allows us to bridge the divide between what remains and what doesn't. Change does not erase what has come before it unless it needs to do so.

    Let TAPS help serve as the connection between what endures and what passes. When mourning how much has changed, remember what won't. Loving them allows us to carry them forward. Let us move fearlessly into the changes that have to happen, knowing that living their legacy is the most powerful continuity.

    Cheers to what has been and what will be,

    Emily Muñoz

Tags: Holidays, Letters from TAPS, Winter Holidays, Muñoz Emily
About the Author: Emily Muñoz is TAPS Strategy and Communications Senior Advisor and survivor spouse of Army Capt. Gil Muñoz. Emily (with the tilde) is still living a personal campaign to be the person her late husband, Gil, loved — and is using the Inner Warrior program to empower survivors to do the same.
Cover Winter 2016
TAPS Magazine is dedicated to the brave men and women who died while serving with the Armed Forces, and to their survivors.
Search Articles by:
Share Your Story with TAPS. Do you have a story to share on our website or in TAPS Magazine? Please continue on to our Share Your Story Submission Form.

This article is copyrighted by the Tragedy Assistance Program for Survivors (TAPS). This article may not be reproduced in whole or in part by any means, electronic or otherwise, without prior written approval. It is permissible for an individual reader to view, reproduce or store a copy of this article, provided it is used only for their own personal and non-commercial use. Uses beyond that allowed by the “Fair Use” limitations (sections 107 and 108) of the U.S. Copyright law require permission from TAPS. Please contact editor@taps.org to request permission. All other rights reserved. 

Go to:

Icon-Facebook Icon-Twitter Icon-Youtube Icon - Instagram Icon-Shop Icon-Photos